A failed marriage because I didn't know how to fix anything. Without my children who I adored. A drop-out teacher who loved the kids but couldn't survive in the system and couldn't figure out what to do about it. Destructive relationships because I couldn't look at what was actually in front of me. Making every mistake I could....
Add a lot of pot to that mix. Instead of feeling all my pain and discomfort and finding out how to deal with how crazy life can be, I further messed up my own abilities by drowning my perceptions in a smoke haze.
I'm so lucky that I'm still alive.
Two brothers took the time to help me out of that horrible time in my life, when I was going further down and fast. Then came some amazing wisdom. Just a book. But it helped me save my own life. And that's the truth.
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